Pain As Art By Kahlo

Pain as Art

People express their emotions in many ways. Usually when a person goes through a painful experience, either mentally or physically, they might cry, yell, scream, or get angry. Happy people will laugh, sing, or smile. Frida Kahlo conveyed these emotions through her artwork. Whether she was happy or in pain, Kahlo knew exactly how to use her talents to portray what she was feeling or thinking. However, we remember her art because most of it showed obscene and very hurtful images. She allowed people to see, know, and relate with her cruel reality.

To be able to understand Kahlo's artwork, it is helpful have some knowledge about her personal life. She did not paint these images because she had a morbid mind thought, but it was due to traumatic experiences. Many famous painters, such as Rembrandt and Van Gogh, drew beautiful landscapes, peaceful scenes, and loving people in them. Many of Van Gogh's paintings have been widely reproduced since viewers can escape within these sweet images. Any random person would not see many of Kahlo's work on a cafй wall or even be able to recognize what she created since her work contained very visual items.

From the beginning of her childhood, Kahlo was familiar with pain and suffering. Kahlo was brought up by parents' who seemed to have a "cold and loveless" marriage (Beck 1). She witnessed how a marriage could be depressing and emotionally unattached. Her father suffered from epilepsy, and he experienced bouts of depression. These illnesses made Kahlo's father seclude himself from his family and others; however, Kahlo watched over him to protect him from his epileptic seizures (Beck 2). Not only did Kahlo observe an unhappy marriage, she was born with a disease called Spina bifida. In the Health Newsflash Web site, Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Nerve damage is almost always eminent, and as we have seen from Kahlo's life these people have problems with mobility (Health 1). Kahlo's parents knew she had this disease, but they did not tell their daughter. To add to all the madness, she contracted polio when she was seven years old (Diary 288). This disease crippled her and left one of her legs permanently underdeveloped and weak. For such a young and innocent girl, Kahlo experienced more pain than any child should. Another source states Kahlo suffered a contusion, and this is how she contracted polio (Billeter 244).

There is no doubt that Kahlo's personal paintings portrayed suffering, and it was the main theme she often painted about. Her art is nearly a replica of her life, which seems to progress in an order of time. It mainly begins on September 17, 1925, when Kahlo and boyfriend Alejandro Gomez Arias were in a near fatal bus accident (Diary 288). Kahlo is impaled through her pelvis; she receives broken spinal vertebras and other internal injuries to her reproductive organs (Billeter 244). From this point on, Kahlo's life completely changes. She wanted to study medicine, but her life looks as if it is about to come to an end. However, Kahlo survives the bus accident and becomes confined to her bed for months afterward. Her pain and suffering truly began at this moment, and art is finally put onto paper.

Kahlo first expresses pictures of herself and her sister Christina since she is by Kahlo most of the time. She drew the scene of the accident, but she never painted it. It is a rough sketch showing the markings she might have erased. A streetcar is drawn as hitting the bus from the side. There are squiggle lines on the ground as people lying in pain, suffering. One person is drawn to stand out because it is drawn well. One can clearly see it is a person kneeling down looking upon the person lying underneath them. Kahlo drew a woman on a stretcher or bed in a body cast. She has lines signifying the cast all over her chest, stomach, and shoulders. On her right leg, beneath the knee, are lines also showing a cast or being wounded (Billeter 75). Kahlo wrote to Gomez Arias, "Last Friday a cast was put on and since then it has been real torture...I feel suffocated. There is a dreadful pain in my lungs and all over my back...I cannot walk, and I sleep badly" (245). This is one of the few times Kahlo openly expresses the pain and details a side of weakness. Death and pain are apparent in this quick sketch, and they get more shocking and louder as the years go on and more pain occurs.

Kahlo's pain and resentment towards unable in carrying and having a child is likely to be the worst traumatic experiences in her life. Her prior physical pain does not seem as personally effective to her psyche as the inability to bare children. In a time when motherhood was expected and valued, Kahlo describes herself as being unable to have children thus considering herself as being "useless" (246).

Kahlo marries Diego Rivera on August 21, 1929. He was a major influence and supporter of

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